Load days

I'm on the tail-end of my second "load" day before starting the HCG protocol weight loss program. It's been like planning my last meal. Donuts? Check. Non-diet soda? Check. Pizza? Check. Alcohol? Check. Bratwurst? Check.
Tomorrow will be the big day - green beans, chicken, fruit (and not much of any of them). If I hadn't already seen the "after" effects on family and other bloggers out there I'm not sure I'd have the willpower to do it. That's where this website will come in. Hopefully I can work through some emotions and feelings about food here. And hopefully others might read this and be inspired or amused. I'm debating taking a before picture mostly because I'm not sure I want a picture of me with nothing on but my skivies put on this site. I think I'll spare the rest of blogdom and keep the before picture to myself.
The next time you'll hear from me I'll probably be cranky and hungry....but on my way to a healthier lifestyle.

Starting weight: 227
Goal weight: 154